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Monday, October 30th, 2006
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4:18 pm
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OHHH DAMN...i just submitted my u.va application. i find out in 1 month and 2 days. it is out of my hands...i feel amazing. and a little bit scared.
i hope i get in so i can have sleepovers with jane every night. and walk around campus when it rains with my bright green vera bradley umbrella. and steal lunch trays to go sledding when it snows. and study with my macbook pro under a tree on the lawn. and meet some hot premed student and get married to him. and tell people i am a first year- just like in harry potter. hot damn, i have the most unrealistic view of college life.
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| Thursday, October 19th, 2006
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8:32 pm - bitty baby
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i live my life in lists these days.
i have never been this tired or this busy or this forgetful, hence the lists.
if i dont make lists i sleep uneasily because i try to concentrate on things i need to remember so i will do them in the morning.
and i write notes that i stick all over to remind myself to do things that i wont remember to do in the morning.
and i wish myself a good day. simple pleasures, gotta have them. i dont even have time for complex pleasures, or relationships, friendly or otherwise. which is fine for the otherwise, because if you like me i will automatically hate you. no matter what. and especially if you touch my ribs like a creep. but the friendly is what i miss because i barely have time to see anyone, and i wanted to to do powderpuff but it was powderpuff or dance, and after 12 years i couldnt possibly quit dance, although i probably want to. but i miss out on a lot of senior stuff because i am busy with dance and things and i miss the girls that i used to hang out with which was mostly the reason i wanted to do powderpuff, because i never see them. although our lack of friendship has less to do with my busyness than it does to do with the fact that i acted like a d-bag and ruined those friendships long ago. which is crappy because they are fun and they do not stress me out, and they actually go to school with me which is nice because the rest of my friends absolutely do not.
but i like being busy, i dont like to live a lazy life because it is boring so i am happy with my busy. being busy and crabby would not be a good combonation, and would probably age me significantly. actually i dont know, i cant remember if it takes more muscles to smile than it does to frown, but mostly i dont frown because mostly i am happy. happy and busy, but after november 1st i am golden, because even if i dont get into u.va at least my application will be done and it will be out of my hands and all i can do after that is hope that when they throw my application down a flight of stairs it lands face up. i certainly hope i get in though, a lot because applying to college sucks (which, no one ever tells you. thanks for the wisdom you did not impart on me my older, wiser, and appearantly selfish friends who are already in college) and i dont want to have to fill out more of these forms. and also because i somehow found the combonation of classes that resulted in the most possible work i could possibly have. so this work better pay off.
i ramble, i am too tired to finish this coherently. i want it to be 28 minutes from now because that is when greys anat comes on and i love greys anat and mcdreamy and now i am d-o-n-e done.
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| Friday, September 8th, 2006
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5:12 pm
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+++sweet new book purchases:
This Book Will Change Your Life : Benrik
Running With Scissors : Augusten Burroughs
totally jazzed about those. even more jazzed that my mom payed.
+ parents in greece for the next 2 weeks starting sunday
+ surprise visit from edward last weekend was the best moment of my life thus far
+ quality lunch outing with jenni (hey jenni!)
+ finished writing letters/making cards for all college buds that can ever hope to recieve one from me, and now im ready for round 2
-of montreal is looking like a DEF no. crap.
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| Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
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6:49 pm - ...laughed in the sun and kissed the lovely grass
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this summer i conquered, i dominated, i laughed a lot, i made friends with quality people, i did only the things i wanted to do in the pursuit of fun, i had tramp sessions, sing alongs, i was spontaneous, i spent 29 hours straight with some of the best people ive ever met, i swung on swings, swam in my underwear, ate off colored hot dogs, told off color jokes, sat on the pier with you and laughed about how it would be nice if we were in love, i did some growing up and some learning, i had long talks at ungodly hours, i went places no one ever remembers to go, ate free frozen custard until i wanted to die, drank fresh squeezed orange juice, traveled, did things i wasnt supposed to do but were fun anyway, and rubbed elbows and sometimes even lips with some beautiful people.
next year there will be no one left to make sick eye contact with or to get dressed up for. or maybe there will, maybe we'll all find new beautiful people to do ridiculous things to. i hope so. either way i think it will be a fun year, because my years are always fun. i'll have fun, ive had fun, and i hope everyone elses summers were fantastic too.
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| Tuesday, July 4th, 2006
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10:24 am - working hard.
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| Monday, June 12th, 2006
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11:11 pm - i <3 my sis
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Xmasbby1220 [10:50 PM]: ok...GOOOOO
Xmasbby1220 [10:50 PM]: that was go.....not gooo like the goo on a shoe
Sillygoose2189 [10:50 PM]: yes i got that
Xmasbby1220 [10:50 PM]: do it
Sillygoose2189 [10:51 PM]: omg i did it.
Xmasbby1220 [10:51 PM]: yeah!!!!!
Sillygoose2189 [10:51 PM]: and i simultaneously shit in mypants
Xmasbby1220 [10:51 PM]: i like how you typed it mypants....like a play on myspace
Xmasbby1220 [10:51 PM]: your so witty
Xmasbby1220 [10:52 PM]: or shitty...as in a shitty typer
Sillygoose2189 [10:52 PM]: what?
Sillygoose2189 [10:52 PM]: ahahah i did not
Xmasbby1220 [10:53 PM]: did not what
Sillygoose2189 [10:53 PM]: make a play on myspace
Sillygoose2189 [10:53 PM]: im just bad at typing
Xmasbby1220 [10:53 PM]: haha
Xmasbby1220 [10:53 PM]: i see
Xmasbby1220 [10:53 PM]: well in any case i'm sorry you shit your pants
Xmasbby1220 [10:54 PM]: today at work...
Xmasbby1220 [10:54 PM]: this kid sean crapped his pants
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: did a kid shit in his pants?
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: yes!
Xmasbby1220 [10:54 PM]: and it squirted all the way up his diaper
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: im peeeeeeing
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: im peeeeeeeing
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: in my panbts
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: come clean my cot
Xmasbby1220 [10:54 PM]: like up his butcrack towards his head
Xmasbby1220 [10:54 PM]: you have to clean it
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: im weeeeeezing
Sillygoose2189 [10:54 PM]: and peeeeeeing
Xmasbby1220 [10:54 PM]: i just spray it down
Sillygoose2189 [10:56 PM]: im not spraying down my own cot
Sillygoose2189 [10:57 PM]: change my diaper
Xmasbby1220 [10:57 PM]: uugh
Xmasbby1220 [10:57 PM]: only if i must
Sillygoose2189 [10:57 PM]: you must. my depends are damp
Xmasbby1220 [10:58 PM]: wow. i dont do depends
Sillygoose2189 [10:58 PM]: why not? theyre just big kid diapers
Xmasbby1220 [10:58 PM]: big kids can change their own diapers
Xmasbby1220 [10:59 PM]: change your own diaper bitch
Sillygoose2189 [10:59 PM]: not if they have alzhimers
Xmasbby1220 [11:00 PM]: bitch...if they have alzhimers they deserve to sit in it for a while
Sillygoose2189 [11:00 PM]: youre going to hell
Xmasbby1220 [11:00 PM]: but i'm taking you with me
Sillygoose2189 [11:00 PM]: good point
Xmasbby1220 [11:00 PM]: yeah
Xmasbby1220 [11:02 PM]: hell's calling. i'm comming to get you.
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| Tuesday, June 6th, 2006
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3:58 pm
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I LOST MY PAYCHECK! ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh. how does one even go about doing that. i had it and then wham shabam it was goooooone. i just said wham shabam...god damn...rhyming done NOW. but heres the deal. i was going through my receipts like a responsible bank account holder so i took everything out of my wallet, paycheck included. so im sitting on the couch amid these little scraps of paper and im coughing up a lung, my nose has fallen off and my head is 15 seconds from exploding because, oh yeah, i have the flu in june, so im sitting there watching pride and prejudice for the second time in 2 days and i get tired tired tired so i go upstairs to take a nap. when i come back 3 hours later everything from the couch has been moved but i dont really think too much about it until at 11:00 last night i open my wallet and realize that my paycheck is conveniently absent. so i run downstairs to look and see if it is in the mile high pile of receipts and bank statements sitting on the counter but alas, it is not. so i search high and low, clawing at couch cushions, dumping out my burlap sack of a purse but still i find nothing. i have looked and looked and it has to be somewhere in my house but its hiding and laughing at me because now im $90 poorer and if i had just deposited the freaking check last week when i got it instead of being a lazy retard then i wouldnt be having this problem right now but i didnt and my parents are saying "i told you so" and im frustrated and i really just want to go to the beach or the woods and have a nice loud scream to ease my woes but i dont like to go to the woods because the enchanted forest is for good things and this is a bad bad bad thing and there are too many people at the beach for me to throw a fit so those ideas arent happening. and now im so frustrated that my syntax is all wacky and my pants are all stretched out and my moms making lasagna for dinner.
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| Thursday, June 1st, 2006
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10:01 pm - this ones for you
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im rocking a sweet sunburn. i should have listened to my mother when she told me to wear sun screen. that hoe is always right. i hate that.
after i go to the beach i always feel like my eyebrows are salty.
i have many many projects and little to no motivation. not a winning combonation.
i want to finish with school, and finish strong. but i've already accepted the fact that im going to get my first and hopefully only B for the year in high school. well i havent accepted it, but im accepting the fact that i have to accept it. i have to trick myself into thinking its fine. thats going to be a blemish on my gpa calculating sheet. poop.
this is my last summer as a child. how strange. after this its all responsibility and big ears and jobs and 8 more years of school and being poor and not having a permanant residence.
this summer is going to be busy, and sad, and filled up with a gazillion summer assignments that i dont want to do but will do because i'll stress out too much if i procrastinate even though i will and end up sitting inside reading books and writing papers for the last week of my summer. i'll try not to make that a self fulfilling prophecy- my mom always says that. it annoys me. just like when she pisses me off and then tells me i'm choosing to be angry with her. tell your children that if you want to demolish them during an argument. the best counter i've ever been able to come up with is "no im not." she wins with it every time, and i in turn will win with it when i become a real live adult. my children are going to hate me.
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| Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
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9:56 pm - homigahhhh hottttttiez (2/2)
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OMG american idol season finale. this is SO intense.
today i
-had school. duh.
-watched oprah make a fool out of herself trying to sound smart while talking about auschwitz
-hung out with some fun girls
-showed up unannounced and felt good about it
wheee its almost summer. i've got TBD and i'm late for yoga. uh-oh.
ugh ugh ugh people are DUMB.
simbaaaaa is trying to bite mep-[=0
everyone has a pet named simba. bummer.
this entry made no sense but i dont really care.
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| Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
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9:56 pm
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i have heat rash from tanning too much. i sometimes talk on my phone while im in there which is bad because its double radiation and theres probably lumps growing on my bread...wow that meant to say brain as we speak, i'll probably drop dead in about 20 minutes. thats okay though, beauty is pain, which must be true because right now my butt is on fire. whatev, i look smashing. i use my time in the tanning bed to think about my life. i heard through the grape vine that the majority of girls use their time in the tanning bed for something entirely different than contemplating their lives. shame on you. but anyway, i got to thinking today, and the reason i like to think in the tanning bed is because its warm, summer in a box if you will, and what else can i do in there besides do what all the other girls do but im not going to do. so i'm thinking, and i thought "man, i want to name my daughter alexia" (after alexia wheaton from wish upon a star) except that my daughter wont wear purple lipstick, or have an ugly sister named claire or joan or brooke or whatever the ugly sister's name in wish upon a star was. and then i listened to some rap song and started thinking about depends because im always thinking about depends and the "gotta go gotta go gotta go right now" jingle got stuck in my head and then i had to go which made me wish i was old and could wear depends even though you probably couldnt wear depends in a tanning bed because how would you explain those tan lines to your ring dance date. and then i started laughing, thinking about myself wearing depends and i dropped my tanning goggles.
current mood:  tired
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| Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
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9:32 pm
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background:
back in january in english we had mrs. brasington's daughter as a sub. mrs sarosdy wasnt able to leave good plans so we just talked the entire time. she wrote about our class in her journal because i suppose we are wildly entertaining. the portion of her entry about our class:
"I sat in the back reading Kurt Vonnegut and tried to look like I wasn't listening. Topics of conversation ranged from menopause to tree varieties to shrooms. "Yeah man, I went to Wal-Mart high on shrooms the other night, and I had the strange urge to kill EVERYBODY!" one guy in a flannel shirt boasted. "HE TALKS ABOUT DRUGS BECAUSE HE THINKS IT MAKES HIM SOUND COOL!" a girl with a purple top and Paris Hilton hair replied loudly. Then she, the druggie, and a cheer leader discussed last weekend's drunken adventures. I rolled my eyes and chuckled to myself. Oh, high schoolers! "
I am the girl with a purple top and paris hilton hair. im not at all sure what paris hilton hair means. i also think the menopause was me because i really talk about menopause way too much for my own good. sillyness. i found this whole thing intensely amusing.
current mood:  teehehe
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| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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4:10 pm
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i had a very nice birthday.
my bro bro got me 4 boxes of velveeta macaroni and cheese (my all time fav. food) and a gift certificate to h&m. his card said: " happy birthday alicia. i got you the gift card because i didnt know what size you would be after the mac and cheese. jean-paul."
i laughed for a solid two minutes.
noelle saw a bumper sticker today that said "fat people are harder to kidnap" how true, how true.
i'm getting closer to orthopedic, slip resistant shoes.
i'm going to oregon in 4 days to go snowboarding and see my aunt.
no silvercreek this year though. gayzz. oh well.
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| Friday, January 20th, 2006
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2:50 pm
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im relieved that all of my ring dance stuff is finally figured out. except my shoes, but other than that i cant complain.
intense study grouping is about to start for exams next week.
im not stressed. i've adopted the wing it philosophy this year.
i've been in terribly good spirits lately. i guess i'm still pumped from my snow-inspired euphoria from last weekend.
current mood: jazzed
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| Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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4:24 pm - I didn't mean to scare you. I just think you're interesting.
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i need to keep a dream journal. i have been having weird dreams lately. and i dream about EVERYONE. if i know you i have most likely had a dream about you. my subconscious is not very picky i guess.
paula abdul called me like 20 minutes ago. she was trying to sell me something but i hung up.
current mood: amused
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| Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
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5:29 pm - we will make our fortune in audio books
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my relationship with my sis has been spectacular lately. cant explain it. its getting to be how it used to be when we could read eachothers minds. our conversations used to be :
me: "do you remember that time..."
noelle: "yeah"
and that would be it.
she leaves for college soon. (soon in the span of life soon, still 8ish months away)but it makes me very very sad. the worst part is that she wont be here to celebrate with me. when i get my acceptance letter i'm driving up to w&m so i can knock on her door and surprise her. we've already planned it out.
we both have senioritis. her's has rubbed off on me and i have lost my gusto.
we made homework thrones today to try and muster up the will to work. i was the queen and she was the king. and princess sparkle was there. it kind of helped. i hope everyone can grasp the genius of a homework throne. and we wore tiara's because honestly, whats a throne without a crown.
356 days until next christmas.
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| Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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8:39 pm - apple down
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christmas was glorious
i got everything i wanted and more than i expected.
except snow. didnt get that. all i really wanted was snow so i could light a fire and listen to sleigh bells. oh well, maybe next year.
there are many people i would enjoy seeing this break.
my mom loved her uggs. im very glad.
merry christmas everyone.
x's are lame. lets boycott.
current mood:  christmasy
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| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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2:33 pm
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i have been middle nick named.
alicia theresa francois.
i'm not sure if it's a keeper. i'll sleep on it.
it's my sister's 18th birthday.
we get along now.
it's five days until christmas.
im extremely pumped.
when i was little i wanted a pink limmo with a hot tub in the back and my own chauffeur. i never got that.
i spent hours yesterday trying to guess one of the presents my sister got me.
all i got was: its starts with P and costs approximately $3 and i cant live without it.
i've guessed everything. many things multiple times.
it would suck to be too "individual" to let yourself enjoy christmas.
im going to eat some christmas cookies and get nice and plump for this holiday season.
current mood:  spirited.
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| Friday, December 9th, 2005
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4:12 pm
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i wanted to buy my mom TiVo for christmas but it didnt work out. now i want to buy her uggs.
amusing francois family anecdote:
i told my dad i wanted some $90 ugg moccasins. his response: "shit alicia, you can go kill an indian for one of those things."
sometimes my dad cracks me up.
i went christmas shopping with my mom today. i've been enjoying her company lately. we ended up buying presents for ourselves too. we got lost trying to get to this one store, it was fun. i dont think ive ever made so many u-turns in one day. we almost got hit by bad drivers 3 times.
jessie butts comes home today
christmas is very soon
some things are bothering me. i want to resolve them in the next 15 days.
lj is making a comeback.
i just did something right, i think.
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| Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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2:44 pm - where are you christmas?
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IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS!! ONLY 17 MORE DAYS.
to all of those sad souls with no christmas spirit, go get some. its fun.
im going to go make christmas cookies with my mom.
and tomorrow im skipping school to go christmas shopping.
current mood: christmas spirit
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| Friday, November 4th, 2005
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9:50 pm
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man lj. long time no see.
i missed europe a lot today. i look back on it and its more fun in retrospect.
even the day i went to the parthenon seems like fun now even though i hated it at the time.
i miss the people i met there.
i miss the freedom i had there. which seems weird because a month long family vacation seems like it would be void of any freedom, but i got to frolick around munich in the middle of the night, drink in hand, with my european comrades.
noelle is going back this summer. im jealous. i want to see the basties again.
whew. im glad i got that done with. sometimes i just have the urge to update live, and now i did.
happy thanksgiving/merry christmas
current mood:  satisfied
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